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Marginalia

Decide Once

When you’re young, you have all these things to worry about—should you go there, what about your mother. And you worry, and try to decide, but then something else comes up. It’s much easier to just plain decide. Never mind—nothing is going to change your mind. I did that once when I was a student at MIT. I got sick and tired of having to decide what kind of dessert I was going to have at the restaurant, so I decided it would always be chocolate ice cream, and never worried about it again—I had the solution to that problem. Anyway, I decided it would always be Caltech.

Richard Phillips Feynman and Ralph Leighton, “Surely You’re Joking, Mr. Feynman!” (1985)

Periodic Reconstruction

An aerial view of the Inner Shrine (naikū) at Ise, showing the old and new buildings. Felicia. G. Bock, “The Rites of Reneval at Ise” (1974)

Reconstructing Your Systems

Reducing, removing, simplifying

Il semble que la perfection soit atteinte non quand il n’y a plus rien à ajouter, mais quand il n’y a plus rien à retrancher.

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, “Terre des Hommes” (1939)

Unofficial Practice

How do you act when no one’s looking—when you’re not looking?

The idea behind this is to let the practice permeate past the time boundaries set aside for it. I may lift weights, but then avoid any physical challenges outside the gym. I may meditate and be mindful for 15 minutes every morning but then mindless the rest of the day. Sometimes the status quo pushes you to go against what you believe in during your practice. You see everyone taking the elevator so you won’t even think about the stairs. It does take awareness to recognize something in a different context. Why do you practice if not to take it beyond itself? Practice for the sake of practice.

You Go to School With the First One

And perhaps also with the next one. Don’t count on the first attempt at most things to be a success. For this reason allow for some slack in case things need doing over. Don’t fear mistakes—there are none. It’s a learning experience.

There are a couple of related ideas in software. The first one is solving every problem twice. The second solution takes less time and has the potential of being of higher quality. The other idea is what Frederick Brooks writes about in “The Mythical Man-Month”. He names it the second-system effect. The first system is built carefully as the architect is still learning and ends up being sparse and clean. However, as they notice what they can improve on, they set these ideas aside to be used on the next system. For this reason the second system gets over-designed and results in being superfluous.

I wouldn’t experiment with new recipes if I had to subject someone besides myself to its outcome. It’s a single meal, out of all the things I’ll ever cook for myself, but a higher percentage to those who receive something I cook. Cooking has this characteristic that the output or solution is perishable. If the first attempt is perfect, but done too early, it needs redoing at a more appropriate time.

Still Reveries